Rewriting our future one day at a time to make life sweeter. It's a wonderfully, terrifyingly, exciting feeling.... if only I could sneak in a nap first.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Don't You Ever, Ever Feel.....

So many women in this world think they are "less than" and I'm no different. After doggy paddling the past few years, I found an anchor attached to my life jacket. It's not EX, the job, the kids, the house, various guys I've dated. It's far more personal and intimidating. It's ME. It's my way of thinking, it's how I internally negative talk. It's how I view my world. It's how I perceive myself. It's about my looks. It's about my personality. It's about how I *think* I'm never quite good enough. I didn't used to beat myself up like this. After talking to many girlfriends about self doubt, negative talk, insecurity, I realize this may just be you too. And along came P!nk at a great time, when I needed a song to blare in the car, sing off key, whip me back, to recognize what I was doing (and psssht, I've been paying a shrink to do this. The $1.29 download price would have been a MUCH better deal! Only kidding, the shrink is wonderful too- but that's another blog.) Enjoy the girl power moment ladies!

In The Dead Of Winter, I Forgot How To Blog...


Over two months?!? Can't believe I haven't blogged in over two months! I've had so many stories to share since, quirky thoughts and cumbersome annoyances to vent out but yet, never typed a word! It's been a hectic few months- holidays, snowdays, crazydays, workdays, courtdays... The winter funk has nearly sucked out my life and most definitely would have if I didn't white knuckle death grip the date of February 8th close to my freezing mind. You see, I'm a lucky girl and will be heading to Key West with my awesomely McAwesome brother and his equally fantabulous wife. YESSSSSS!!!!! Warmer air..... actually seeing sunshine..... maybe a palm tree or two..... consuming an overly sweet and equally overly priced tropical beverage= heavenly moment in one helluva winter! Thank ya Jesus!